hellos!
Days stil hasnt be great neither would it be awesome... Still feeling pressured and emotions starting to get out of control...
I've changed and I hate who i m now. Whatever i do doesnt seems to be going well. Everything in my life isnt going well. So many problems in my life. Instant of reducing, in just adds on...
People says that this is what i've done to my life. I can choose not to let things be this way... But.... Simple thoughts, complicated life... Must thought be complicated so life would be simple?
I'm tired already... Who can help me? Who can save me?
I dont want this to affect any of my relationships with others but... do you know how i feel? do you know the pressure i'm going through? I'm trying to not let it affect us... At times, i really couldnt control anymore.
Whenever i need you, you're there but doesnt seems bothered... can you just understand what my needs are? understand how i m feeling? I'm trying to change so you could feel that you're different from all the other people.. i know i'm not as perfect neither m i as wonderful as you but.... i'm really trying my best already...
You always see me like a crazy girl, laughing and smiling away all the time... this are all fake me.. now, i'm tired of acting and pretending..

blogging till here liao.. today is spoiled and it is not gonna be brighten i guess.. Nobody cares anyways. So.. i' going to just leave it... byes..

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